Do I actually start here?

The origins of this page start in a sense of unease. I was settled in my residency, doing well, living life, but I started to feel like something was off. I was missing something. I looked at my career choice, I love my job, but it wasn’t pushing me in a direction I wanted. I looked at my personal life, it was stable, for the most part. Then I looked at everything else and realized that was the problem, there wasn’t much there. Yes, I was treating patients well. Yes, I was spending time with my friends and loved ones. Yes, I was making progress. So why was I feeling stagnant? I realized it was because I wasn’t telling a story, my story. So here it is. The tiny beginnings, the shaky ideas, the elusive thoughts, the roaring whispers that are driving me to reach for something beautiful in this journey called life. So, if you find yourself here, please enjoy. I hope these musings bring positivity.